Another crossroad!

I've been jobless for a few months since my contract with MDeC ended last August. I wanted to find a new job, I mean permanent steady job but something was stopping me from doing so, which is the urge to further my study.

So when my ex Uni opened their next intake for December, I give it a try to apply (for one last time). This time I never chosed any science courses. I learned my mistake from big failure of not finishing my BSc (Hons) Material Technology. It was among my biggest mistake in my life accepting that course back then. Damn it actually wasted 1 and half year of my precious life.

And finally the new intake result was revealed recently. Without much confident, I went to the website, key-ing in my IC number just to see if my application managed to get through. I already set in my mind, if I failed the application or if they offered me with lousy "lelong" course, I will just proceed with my job hunting, aiming for at least RM1.8K job for my diploma cert.

Unconfidently, I pressed enter just to see...my application managed to get through, and whats more? I got an offer to do BLS, aka Bachelor (Hons) of Legal Study aka Law! I was happy, because I didnt expect that I will get this course... But then, something stopping me again. It will took me at least 3 year prior completion and if I want to become a lawyer, I need to add another year to do my CLP, which add up for the total of 4 years to get the cert. And by that time, Im already 27!! Gosh, another 4 years of studying. And within the 4 years time, I m going to become a penniless student as I need to live with RM300 per month as pocket money. I cant shop like I used to when I had a job. Thinking about it make me feels like crying. I know maybe people see this as a small matter, but somehow it is not for me T.T

So this might happened if I took the course:

- Spent 3-4 years studying.

- Living with RM300 per month ohmygosh

- no money = less food and not much choice on transport (taking cab will make me broke in no

time) = more diet and walking to class = bigger possible to get slim? lol

- I graduate after 3 years, and got chance to hold a post in legal department, or graduate after 4

years and got chance to practice as lawyer.

- Can earn a lot, i mean really a lot as I progress my career in law institution.

- However all that only can happen after the age of 27.

And this might happened if I reject the offer:

- Proceed finding job

- Living with salary at least RM1.8K per month.

- I can shop, buy this and that, groom myself. Enjoy my young life.

- However, maybe I cant push my career to much higher as I dont have a degreee.

- There is a possibility that I might stuck at my position without much promotion?

- I can take part time study ( it going to be very tedious) or e-pjj course (less tedious but more

time consuming. But I guess by the time I got the degree certificate, Im already 30.

- There is no way I can take law part time (because its hard) and that course isnt offered for e-

pjj, so maybe I'll just end up with Degree in Admin or in Business Study which means, my

income eventually will not become as high as when I took the law course (unless I venture

myself into business world of course)

So in conclusion, taking the course is good for long term. I can become somebody, I can get lots of money, but I need to sacrifice my young age. I need to say goodbye to my shopping wishlist. I need to say goodbye to expensive skin regime. I need to say goodbye for anything related to money within the 4 years time.

If I dint take the course, its good for a short term period, but I might having some problem once I got more life commitment. Means I can enjoy my young life but after that, it wont be so sure anymore, unless if Im lucky like some people out there who can make money, without high education certificate.

How I wish if money doesnt really matter. If I can have more than RM300 as monthly pocket money, maybe I wont think so much about being utterly broke while studying. My bf told me that he can support me once he graduate next year ( I was shocked and happy when he told me this >.<), or maybe I can do some small business or small part time job to add my pocket money. But all that are still uncertain. For now what already confirm is the RM300 pocket money..lol

So this is my crossroad. Further my study, or proceed as working adult. I really cant decide yet. Oh God please help me decide. I dont want to make another mistake that can make me regret for the rest of my life..

My way to remove "Ori" sticker.

I bet quite a number of people out there dont mind about the "Ori" sticker that has been sticked on most Cd sold in Malaysia. Well, since its indicate that the cd are "original". However, I do mind. You know why? Because they just freaking love sticking it at the front part of booklet, or any other strategic part instead on the plastic shrink wrap. And if you are lucky enough, they can just paste their ugly LPF sticker at the face of your beloved singer.

As a cd collector, the packaging is very important for me. Sometimes, I can buy a cd just because I adore the packaging more than the content. Most of the Cd that I collect are from Japan. I really adore how Japanese packed their stuff as they will always try to preserve the collectible value of the item. Most of the time, stickers are only being pasted on the plastic wrap instead of booklet, or the worst, on cd case.

Enough of that, now Im gonna show you how I remove the ori sticker from the cd booklet/box. I bet many people got their own way, but this is my way on how to do it. If there is any better way, feel free to let me know.

First, just peel it off, slowly and carefully.

You will see some remaining of the sticker.

To remove these sticker stain, just pour 2-3 drops of oil (Im using my olive oil make up remover that I use to clean my make up brush) onto a cotton pad, or a clean tissue.

After that just rub the stain off, and you can see the sticker residue being removed effortlessly.

Clean the oil residue, and voila. Now your cd is free from Ori sticker.

You can also use this way to clean any other sticker smudge on your stuff.

However, I got a bit of problem to remove the LPF sticker as it cant be peeled off easily.

You need to peel it bit by bit before remove the sticker stain using the oil.

Thats all on how I remove sticker/sticker stain on my cd collection. Hope it helps for other cd collectors out there. :D

Sick gummy

So..my poor teeth gummy have been sicking since last Thursday and now it got swelled badly. I will always feel there is a big bump on my lower left chick especially when I just woke up from a slumber. And now it getting worst till the the level that most thing that involve the movement of mouth muscle hurts! It hurts when Im swallowing (food, drink, saliva, wadsoever that can be swallowed), it hurts when Im brushing teeth, it hurts when Im yawning, and it even hurts when I was burping, wtf.

It making me damn frustrated for the whole day as Im having pain everytime Im swallowing my saliva as if Im having a throat ulcer which is not and chewing food is such a chore. Dont even think of chewing something like gummy bear when your gummy is sick, you gonna scream ouchhh...!

Eating panadol wasnt enough so I guess I need to see dentist tomorrow. I dont want to bear this pain till fasting month, gosh, it would be a night mare fasting while having a sick mouth T.T

And that means I need to take mc tomorrow. Yay!! Thats the good part :P So if any of my colleague read this, you know what happen to me if I absence tomorrow, haha. I think this is finally my time to take mc, since I never had one ever since my first working day, lol.

Anyway, since someone already off to bed, that means I also need to sleep now (if I can sleep la). But before that, maybe I'll play few poker hand 1st, lol.

So, nite nite~

Spain is the one

Hail to the octopus!. Lol I guess many people hate you Paul. Anyway Spain made it at 116'. Well Im not really with any of the team so yay~ today is the end of the vuvuzelas crowd. No more angry bees sound hover around my tv anymore.

Need to sleep now or else I will driving while half sleep later. Guess it will be a quiet day in the office tomorrow. Haha!

Till then, good night!

Germany vs Spain. Who will win?

I dont really watch football. But then I do watch World Cup. Haha. So tonight match, Germany vs Spain. Honestly I never see how Spain play before and I've seen how Germany team play several times already. Since all the team that I supported already balik kampung (Japan, South Korea, what else..Ghana? lol) I guess I'll go with Germany for tonight.

But wait!!

Paul said its Spain who will win tonight!

See..!

Hi, my name is Paul. Im a physcic octopus who can predict who's the winner.

Oh Paul, you make majority of Germany fan hating you right now. Some of them might thinking of turning you into barbeque octopus as a snack for tonight.

But still, I dont understand why people believe in Paul and he's like a celebrity now, lol. Seriously, he just an octopus =.= Just release him to the damn sea people.

Anyway, Im still think that Germany going to win tonight. Will Paul be able to keep his 100% accurate record for WC tonight? We will see..

Edit: So.. seems that, Paul was right, once again. =_=''

SASA and its....annoying SA

Yesterday, I went to my usual leisure spot, Jusco, with my sis. After we done stuffing our sweet stomach with the sinfully slice of Secret Recipe cake, I dragged my sis to Watson, planning to test some bb cream as mine at home already reaching to its end. I rushed to the BRTC bb cream shelve only to see there are no tester tube available. So, I step out from Watson and headed to SASA.

I actually love SASA. They selling a wide range of beauty product including those from Korea and Japan which cant be found in other beauty / pharmacy store. The price are acceptable too. Everytime I go there, there are always something that I want to see. However, despite off all the good things, there is one thing that I hate most in SASA, and it is their SA (sales assistants). I mean, not all..but some of them can be pretty annoying. I remember I read somewhere that their SA can be very pushy too, which I do believe is true, even tho I dont really have any experience with pushy SASA SA.

So, back to my story, I went into SASA and my eyes start to linger for any bb cream around, and yay~ I saw a shelve full with Shills bb cream. I patted some from the tester tube to my arm, and by that time, I already noticed one SA already standing next to me. After done with Shills, I walk around finding other brand, with the escort from the SA, which I dont really mind at first even I prefer to shop without being watched by her. She just tailing me everywhere. Finally, I found Dr. G bb cream range that Im really interested to try. The SA asked if Im looking for bb cream. I said yes and start to grab the tester tube and patted it on my back palm just to see the shade. If its a right shade, then I might buy it next month.

After Im done, I walked away from the shelve, followed buy the SA. I thought want to stay awhile more, but my sister signaling me to out faster. Since there is nothing more that I really want to see, so I step out from the store. While walking, my sister told me that I was surrounded by 4 SA while testing the Dr.G bb cream. I was like..wah!! FOUR??! And the distance from each other is close too, with some of them having their arms crossed, you know like people waiting for something, and of course with snobbish face. Thats what my sister told me.

Honestly, I dont like to browse with a SA escorting me every step that I made in the shop. How I wish I could just chase them away. But sometimes we need to understand that its their job to "assist" us even sometimes their "assistance" are not really necessary. But seriously, I dont need FOUR girls in black standing watching me patting bb cream with their sharp look. Hello~ am I look like a thief wearing net mask or something that I need an extra six eyes to watch over me?

The knitted mask kinda cute right?

Or I guess you're afraid that I would slap the whole tester tube to my face and body like nobody business huh? Ohh..but Im not the type of people who abused all tester stuff on the counter. Or are you girls intend to chase me away like some people would do to customer who camping in their store for hours without buying? But..wait, Im not even stand there for 1 hour. Infact I just step in like less than 10 minutes ago?

So, girls.. what's your motive of surrounding a customer at every edge. Dont you realize that it will just only scare them away or at the very least, annoyed them for sure instead of attract them to buy? I bet this might be one of the reason why I see SASA here is always empty. It was Saturday, and people just crowding in Watson beauty stuff section next door, while SASA was only having like 1-2 customer when I step in and zero when I left.

Im not trying to defaming SASA or what, but I really hope their store manager could give guidelines to their SA on how to assist the customer without "scaring" them away. Even I dont feel like stepping inside whenever I see the shop is empty because I know I would be 'attacked' by their SA. It such a pity since there a lots of goodies sitting on their shelves. Fortunately that most of Japanese or Korean product that are sold in SASA can be found online. I rather pay extra for the shipping~

At least I can browse the stuff peacefully without someone tailing me with a dirty look. pfft!!

My internet is back!

Finally! After a very suffering 1 month using the bleh dial-up, after a countless number of being disconnected, after a gazillions of cursing because of the slower than snail dial-up connection, after a few meals at McD just to get a good internet, after competing the telephone wire with my bro just to get online, after many many sms as msn substitution which actually doubled up my monthly bills, and now its here! Yes! Streamyx staff came to my house today and activate my long awaited upgraded Streamyx.

They give us a wireless or router modem or wadsoever it is called, so now Im no longer in need in using my 15m of lan cable which is quite convenient. I can bring my laptop and surf net everywhere in my house now. In living room, in parent's bedroom, in dining hall, or even in toilet if I want too. Haha! No need to lock myself in this small bedroom just to get online whole day.

So, am I satisfied or not? So far, my msn dced 4 times, and I already restart the modem once. I can say its not a good start yet. Perhaps I should let it to settled down for few days before make any complaints.

And how's the so called 4mbps speed performance? I downloaded a zipped file of 39mb in 10 minutes, and now a 54mb file which expected to finish downloaded in 40 minutes times. Hmm, sounds unstable. But perhaps because there is other 2 computers in my house that using internet right now so it got split into 3, thus I cant complain much.

But as long as I can surf internet like before, I will not care much about it. Finally I can set my mind free again. I just tired being trapped in this apartment block, doing nothing and having a huge view of school constructing site as my window's view of panorama. What a brain torturing.

I didnt say that internet is my whole life, but instead its a part of my life which Im really glad to have it back.

A day in Residence Hotel

Im currently online from Residence Hotel UNITEN.
Dont ask what the hell that Im doing here, because I dont want to tell you why. Seriously, the reason is quite lame. But whatever it is that's ok since I enjoy my every stay in hotel. I'm a hotel lover since Im a travel lover.

The hotel provides wifi to residents by just paying RM3 per day which is very cheap. Thats how I get myself online now.

The signal is low but the speed is normal, gazillion better than my stupid dial-up.

Remember in previous post I said my dial-up speed is only 28kbps which is pathetic? Now it goes much worse as the best speed I can get now is only 16.8kbps. I can say goodbye to my meebo already. And my record with my dial-up so far is 4.3kbps which equivalence to no internet at all. Damn it.

Anyway, just forget about my dial-up as now Im enjoying my wifi from hotel room, such a comfortable way to surf internet. Ahhh...

Im so happy to be able to read all my favourites blog updates as well as window shopping. I just done surfing Pei2 thread. Wow, there are lots of new stuff. But too bad Im very broke right now since I havent get any job yet. Sigh..

Im still waiting for interviews after sending my resume to several people. Really hope will get any good news soon. I cant wait to smell new money notes in my hand. I already had enough time always having only smelly RM1 notes in my pocket. Seriously, my wallet need some fresh air.

With this 1 day internet, I grab my chance to listen to my favourite Japan techno group, Perfume latest single titled Fushizen na Girl. I really love love love that song. Infact, Im going to download the pv before I going to sleep soon. Because of money issue, I didn pre-order the single but thats ok, since Im going to buy their album for sure. Missing a single wont be such a big deal if we getting the album instead.

And of course I wont miss signing my abandoned msn. Happy to see my dear dear online. Even Im happy to see he smsing more frequent asking about my whereabouts while my internet is missing, msn still among the convenient way. Today even he busy studying but we still manage to chat. He just went to bed awhile ago, which means my time to go to bed soon.

Now its very cold here till I wrapping myself with blanket like a giant KFC Twister.

Back then when we just check-in here, the hotel was having some problem with the air-condition till my father make a noise complaining to the manager. We then was allowed to change room, even he said most room are having the same problem currently. Now I guess the problem already solved.

Oh..I only staying here for 1 night only, so tomorrow evening I will back to my pathetic dial-up. Nooooo!!! Hate!Hate!Hate!

But I got a great news. My father said 8th April my Streamyx is coming back. My awaits finally reaching the end. Happy!Happy!Happy! I just hope it wont got delayed by any means or else Im going to curse them!

I wish I could adhere infront of my laptop till the moment I checking out tomorrow, but sleeping in nice air-conditioned hotel room is something that I dont bear to miss as well. So Im going to sleep now.

Good nite!

2 weeks more to go

2 weeks has passed since my streamyx got "cut-off". And Im glad Im still alive. Wohoo~! Ok, I know Im not going to die just because of the absence of broadband, unless if I am some sort of game freak who treat online games as her/his gf/bf or food. Those people really exist. Believe me. Hey! Some people can let their poor baby died in hunger because they were busy feeding their virtual baby you know. This is true story, I aint lying.

Anyway, how did I survive my days without streamyx? Of course my sucky dial-up helps a lot. Even now I need to compete with my second bro who always try to grab the line phone, but, it still better than nothing, right? The only thing that Im afraid is how my father face going to look like when he receive the phone bill at the end of this month? The bills going to exceed RM100. Scary T_T

Now, I already stop using ebuddy as my msn substitution. Instead, Im using meebo. Thanks to Nanako for the recommendation. This is much much better than ebuddy. I can pop out the chat box like msn, less dc, less copy and paste those failed to sent messages and the most important thing is I can say goodbye forever to that noisy advertisement that haunt my ear on ebuddy. The only downside is the new message sound isnt as loud as msn and the "bling" are not colored like msn. But never mind, at least I still can see when new message coming.

Since I cant online so frequent already, I sms with people who I always chat on msn a lot (except with someone who always has no credit. Pftt). It looks like not only my house phone bill, but my hand phone bills going to sky high too >_<. Normally my hp bills are between RM18-RM30, but most probably it will go beyonds RM30 this time. But I guess thats ok since it just once in a while >_<

How about my window shopping habit? Well.. at first I thought no streamyx, no shopping. But I guess I am totally wrong. Im still spending. I just pre-ordered latest LOVE album, secure my latest Ayu album, and spending on some beauty stuff again. I can still load my destructed paypal and maybank2u account despite of the speed of king of snail with dial-up. I should give myself a tight slap. *piak*

Nevertheless, there are still some stuff that totally cant do without streamyx. I can chat, I can surf forum, I can blog without pictures, I can shop without tons of pictures. But I totally cant do any video/music stream. I cant open whatsoever application on facebook. Im glad that Im not a heavy facebook user nor youtube. I cant download files more than 3mb if I dont want to wait too long. All those stuff that require high bandwidth, I can just totally forget it.

So when some of my friends intro me to some songs, Im sorry I cant listen to them unless if he/she willing to convert the songs to smallest size and send to me via email. And now there are 3 of my favourite Japan artist that are releasing their new album/single which are Ayumi, Perfume and LOVE. While other people can enjoy the leaks from those album, by downloading it or watching them from youtube, I just only can know what things are already leaked from my friend Nanako and from her I know I already missed lots of thing T_T.

Im still blaming TmNuts and Screamyx for my internet nightmare. In this modern high tech era when people treating internet like rice for everydays consumption, how could they still make 1 freaking month as "quarantine" period for changing account which is actually for upgrading purposes? What a bullshit procedure.

Blah..guess I need to cope for this final 2 weeks. If my internet not coming back after 2 weeks, Im going to throw big thantrum to TmNet. Ok??!!

No Streamyx for 1 month

My father decided to upgrade my streamyx to 4mbps speed. Initially I was excited. Imagine, from 512kbps to 4mbps. Wow, 8 times faster. Cool. In order to get that freaking speed, the old streamyx need to be terminated before we change to the new one. Oh, ok, fine. But only AFTER it got terminated, my father said that I need to wait for at least 1 month before the new streamyx can be activated. I was like.... ONE MONTH?? Without streamyx?? NOOOO!!!

Why on earth they need to take a 1 freaking month just to create the account? Hello, its not that I didnt pay the bills thus I need to wait for 1 month fine for reactivation or whatsoever. We want to upgrade! Or can I say that we want to give them more money. So why make us to wait so long. Ohya, actually we need to wait AT LEAST 1 month before the account can be activated. Means it might take more than 1 month. Wow, unbelievable.

Seriously, I feel as if I got conned. Sigh..

And now, I need to rely on snail speed of 54kbps dial-up. And of course it wont run at 54kbps, my current speed now is only 24kbps. Even tortoise already done crossing the road while me still loading my yahoo mail. My parent dont agree to sign up for P1Wimax as the subscription is based on 1-2 year contract. Any my mum seems not interested in getting Celcom broadband. I wish I got money now so I can just get it for myself T_T

With this speed, no need to dream making a blog post full with pictures. I even cant sign in my msn. Left alone youtube. No more Texas Hold'm Poker for now. And my cafe world will be abandoned for 1 month plus because I cant cook dishes for my restaurant.

Window shopping become much harder. I cant even view pei2 thread as there are too many pictures. I only can load 1 tab at 1 time instead of 10++ tabs when I window shopping using streamyx. My joy of online shopping is vanished by more than half.

My job haunnting of course become much more difficult too. Surfing jobstreet is damn slow, and I cant even use google map properly for directions purposes. Sometimes I need to ask my dar or frens to help me seeing the map.

Since I rely a lot on msn to get connected with my dear and others, I need to use ebuddy as substitution for my dead msn. And it keep disconnected everytime I try to load any website with heavy traffic. And the most annoying thing is, ebuddy has this arabic advertisement that keep refreshed whenever I tab out the chat box. Why I said the advertisement very annoying? Is because it has been implemented with some sort of music and I cant mute them! I feel like pulling my thin hair evertime the song play by itself. So the only way is to just mute my computer sound. Ish.

Now my second brother is back for holiday. That means I cant use this dial-up as much as I want too as he might use it for ipta scholarship application whatsoever. I just hope I still can find my time to get online since I need to alert on any job enlistment and keep checking my mail incase there is any interview call out. I got my own importance too, you know.

Ahh..this is so annoying. I still cannot accept that I need to wait for 1 month. Is this real? I wonder if it just some misunderstanding since its not my father who handling this new account but my relatives. Maybe my father had missed out something, thus the 1 month waiting time? I also not sure.

Sometimes I wish time goes slower but this time I wish time can go faster and faster. Sigh..

Yay!

Today I got 2 parcels from Babyangel83 and D-mask. Happy happy happy!! Now left 3 more in waiting list. The 1st one is my first purchase with Babyangel, I choosed normal postage and it still havent reach in my hand after 2 weeks, even my 2nd purchase from her already here, damn. One from ebay Hong Kong which going to turn 2 weeks soon and the last one scheduled to be posted by the seller this week from drugstore.com spree.

Wohoo.. shopping really can make me happy.. especially at this time when my heart is so fragile as if waiting to be cracked because of certain things, thanks to someone.

Since most of my item already in my hands, Im going to post some hauling entry soon. I really splurged a lot (a lot in terms of tight budget) last month and infact I already bought some stuff as soon as this month started. My wallet really is crying for help right now T_T

I won RM10K

While I was having my own hard time surfing net looking for any temporary job, suddenly my phone ringing for coming sms. I seldom received sms during day so I grab the phone wishing that it is not those annoying advertisement sms that always make me slamming the phone on the bed (not floor). So its from unknown number and this message pop up.

Wow, Im broke now and now I won RM10K, is this what I should call a good luck?

But..wait, I never drink a can of Kacip Fatimah or a sachet of Ali Cafe. So how on earth all of sudden they want to give me this freaking huge ammount of RM10k?

Nah, even if I drink gallons of Ali Cafe, I wont fall for this bullshit scam. I heard from several forum discussion that they will ask the winners to buy something before they can take the money. Isnt it stupid?

I wonder how these no lifers get my number from. I bet someone selling my information when I was giving my contact number here and there for job applications.

Anyway, here is the number of the person who send me the sms and the number that he asked me to contact:

SMS from : 014-552 8857
contact number: 014-867 7192

Feel free to spam those number or contact them what so ever, scammer.

OOS again!!

Sometimes I got a feeling that God actually want me to learn how to make fast decision.

Well, I can make fast decision at other important thing but not at all at shopping. Seriously I can think about certain stuff that I was eyeing for 1 week before decide to buy it or not. I love to take my own sweet time to find as much reviews as possible, comparing prices, opinions and much more aspect for the stuff that I planned to splurge on. And when Im done with that part and feel sure that I want it, I will come back to the shop...and just to find out that its already out of stock aka OOS! Huaaa~ how heartache after such a long time taken just to decide and when we want it, its gone! And this actually happened to me for few times thorough last 2 months and recently was few minutes ago as I never learnt my lesson T_T

OOS number 1, I was eyeing on few circle lenses. It took me weeks to look around and finally when I want to place the order, one of my eye prescription was oos. And it oos everywhere, which end up me opted for lower power because I was about to use this urgently for an important event (which was delay after that. Pfft!!).

OOS number 2, I saw this cell roller quite long time ago but never buy it because I think I dont need it urgently. So when I bought my Chilli Balo gel, I finally decided to buy the roller together but again, it OOS, everywhere in LYN. I was end up getting one at ebay with extra price and when I got it in my hand, the cell roller brand is different than what it advertise (Japan brand ====> China brand) which is suck.

OOS number 3, I wanted to get this "thing" as a gift to someone. I saw several LYN seller do selling this but again I didnt buy it immediately. And it was OOS when I already made up my mind. Even the most expensive among the sellers still OOS. I search everywhere, LYN, JbTalks, cutety, pretty, dunno wad other shop already, all OOS. I cant even find the exact thing when doing live shopping in Times Square. Gosh. End up, I delay the gift it to birthday instead. Hope it already restock by then =.=

OOS number 4, saw this cute Ayupan (Ayumi figurine) on AHS. Interested but then feel it a little bit expensive. Few days after that I still keep thinking of it and when I came back its already taken. T_T

OOS number 5, saw a sleeping pack at pei2 thread. And AGAINNN I never buy immediately. The moment I ask pei2, it already OOS. Lucky Babyangel still have it with cheaper price so I guess thats a good OOS moment.

OOS number 6, wanted to buy a bunch of skincare product for mask. I saw this nano fine towel and plan to get it since it might help cleaning the mask residue in deep pores. But before that I took a very long sweet time just to do my own research on the stuff ingredient since I think these item wont OOS so fast Finally a decision made (which is not much differ with my initial plan). Wanted to place the order from Renee shop but the towel is OOS =_='''. I was thinking to purchase from her so I can get 15% discount for my next purchase. And cutetygirl got no stock for the towel too. So I guess I will stick back to pei2 and this time I dont want to wait! I had enaugh with all my OOS item.

Lesson learnt. Hopefully I dont have more OOS item as Im going to get back to shop for some items that I already watching...1 week ago >_< .

Bla bla bla..

Usual place Jusco Equine park, just to buy some hostel stuff for my bro. And since nobody want to follow, I just shop alone...BORINGGG~~~ Then my eyes lingering around couples clinging hand, I was like..ahhhh am I single or wad?? I want to be like that too T__T Nvm..enuf about the caveman.

Anyway, I hate going out without treating myself with something. So I just bought these:

New CLEO mag and face wrap or whatever it calls. Yeah, I really need that face wrap. All this while I only wear this weird looking headband to hold my hair when cleaning my face, which is this:
Im not kidding okay~ In fact I got another one with white ears but I misplaced it somewhere in my room.

Any goodies with CLEO? Nah..not much..
Just some soap sample and coupons that only can be claimed at selected counters, bleh!!

CLEO is my must buy mag..Well, not because of those fashion stuff that mostly I cant afford to buy, but mainly because of those life related discussion which is interesting to read in my opinion. So whats in CLEO this month?

Hope I dun have any worst date

Test yourself question

Calorie talk

I need this. I think my bedroom is like a store room now.

Good timing. I got this syndrome towards my dear too.

Him say. One of my fav section

Great, at least I got a new mag to keep myself busy during this "caving" season, right?

Smile please~ be happy!

When an advice isnt necessary right

I got an overprotective parent, especially my mum. They observe most of my activity, and control it. They will shoot me with a lot of question everytime I want to go out and they will ask what stuff I bought everytime there is parcel come to the house. My mum also dont like any idea like me going somewhere with my friend, leave alone staying overnight at other place. She will throw sets of question and a lot of negative consequences if me going out, like wad if I got into accident, wad if I got cheated, wad if this wad if that. Ok, I understand its for my own good, so Im kinda fine with it. While my dad, he will start being noisy when it comes to money. Bills is his main concern and sometimes he blame it with computer and laptop, even I believe majority of the electricity bills came from the 29 inch and big lcd tv in living room and masterbedroom which are turned on most of the time when my parent are awake. He even complaining if my hp bills reached RM30. But whatever, it his money so I guess he can complain wadever he want. They also control my social life like with who I befriend with. I admit this sometimes affect some of my past relationship with friends, and I know I might unintentionally hurt some of them thus destroyed the friendship which I do regret at times. About my hobby and interest, most of them received negative feedback from my parent. I used to be cute stuff sucky, they said it waste of money. True and I gradually stop. I used to be a hardcore online gamer, they said it waste of time and not good. Yeah, really true and I already quit those games already. I love to self karaoke, my mum said it noisy and its a useless thing. Ok fine, now I only sing once in a while with my room's door and window shut. I love to buy cd from Japan online and goodies from certain singer as collection. They said it so waste of money and time collecting stuff like this. Ok, I less buying now and even I did I try to make it as secret as possible.

However, my patience still have some limits and it started to irked me up when they complaining to all the things that Im doing. Nowadays, Im so into beauty stuff to maintain or repair my skin and start to put some make up when go out. They do complain seeing parcel come once in a while into my doorstep. Im still fine with it. But then when today my mum complain about me put makeup on and give me this harsh statement "u wear make up, u think u so pretty? you look old and make people cant recognized you", I feel a bit hurt especially by the first statement as it almost killing my confidence that I built by make up. I know Im not pretty but I know my appearance look better with some light make up. I dont know if it make me look old or what but I noticed less people call me "akak" during shopping or wadever. (damn I always hate those auntie in stalls or shop call me akak when they obviously is in their 30s, can you just call me cik or miss like most chinese promoter did?) People cant recognize me? Maybe I look different just because recently I start to wear contact lense after hiding my eyes behind glasses for the pass 15 years. Seriously, is it wrong for non-good looking like me to wear make up? Is it wrong to improve my shabby appearance? Why you must give me that blunt statement just because you are not happy with most of things that Im doing. Please, I need my own space for my stuff.

Im sorry mum, this time I cant swallow that "advice" of yours. I love you but I do hope you can be more positive and supportive towards me rather than being negative all the time. I really need it. I know I might not right all the time but it doesnt mean that Im wrong all the time while you are the one who always right.

Funny home waxing video

I was looking for epistick (tools for removing facial hair) videos in youtube and bumped into this video. Its not about epistick but its about hair waxing. This girl was trying a new waxing product that she bought from Australia and the result is... WOW. The video really cracked me up and I was burst into laugh even my sis was sleeping..sorry but I just cant help it. Lol.

Credits for the video owner for this hilarious video and I hope you dont mind Im sharing it here =)
Hope you all can enjoy this video too >_<

Lousy seller

Im very pissed off with this seller. Really ruined my plan. My story started when I was searching for "this thing" which I need within a time frame, over the net. Actually, this item was still in stock around one week ago at one lyn seller, but I wasnt intend to buy it back then. So when finally, I decided to buy it, its already out of stock, and I late only by one day T_T.. So, nvm, I tried to get it from other seller. Saw it and it doesnt mark as oos item, but when I asked the seller, she also said this item out of stock. Ok, fine even a bit dissapointed.

So after further searching at LYN brings no avail, I started to search from other source, including this famous chinese forum called jbtalk. I use google translate to explore and finally find the item and it without out of stock mark. So with my friend, Nanako aka middlewoman help me as translator, the seller told us that she got stock for that item, even its not the exact color that I want.Since the color is similar, so Im fine with it and told the seller that I want it, but one shit thing happen so we asked the seller if we can make the payment on monday, but incase she want immediate payment, I will just straight pay for it. No respond at all from seller. The next day, we leave the message again that we want to pay for the item already, plus request the total ammount to double confirm before make payment (since she never did give us any total price confirmation wadsoever) but then still no reply from this seller. And finally on the next day, she replied us telling that the thing already out of stock, only left color that I dont want. I was so bloody dissapointed and Nanako query her how come suddenly no stock, since we already said want to purchase. And that lousy seller blame us saying why so late pay. Hello?? We already said that we want to buy this and was waiting for her snail respond about the payment, and now she blame us for her own mistake?? How can we just straight sent the payment without her confirm all total price plus account number. I know she got put her acc number on the front page but some seller didnt update their page thats why confirmation is necessary right? Every other seller will give confirmation to their customer before paying. Its fine if she just say sorry about her slow respond or inaccurate information wadsoever but blaming us for "late payment" is unacceptable, so Nanako shoot her back, and she goes silent after that. Its indeed her mistake. And because of her, now I need to search for the item all over again T_T.

Ish, hope I wont meet this kind of seller again. Argggh!!

Yay~ my dad is back

So my dad finally back from Hong Kong as he promised, harmless. Lol. I guess I really got over-thinking about those bad guys wadsoever. Hahaha.. He didnt brought any gift, but he brought a box of mini lokum. And its really sweet ~_~ Ahh..Im sucky at mandarin orange.

This box going to get empty in few days.

RUILONG HANG, L size (but it looks like S to me)

Wow, it looks like golden lokum here.

Looks ordinary but Im glad it taste sooo sweet.

Anyway, my mum found back her black sunglasses, so yay~ I no need to buy new one. Save my 20 bucks. Great.

Oopps, Im being offtopic, but who cares since this is my blog? =P

Friday

Its Friday today. Hopefully my dad will be back from Hong Kong like what he told us before he left. Ish, its really worrying seeing him going to Kowloon alone with that unknown guy. Seriously. So many bad people in this world. Who knows if that guy is one of them. Last night I heard news about some Iranian got caught in airport because of bringing drugs inside backpack. That reminds me about some unlucky Malaysian who now stuck on jail in overseas because of being trap by Iranian people. Thinking about it freaked me out.

Hope my dad will be back safely. Argh..too many things to worry about. Dad, study, money, boyfriend, fats (lol). I will get crazy soon =_=''

Something that I need to worry..

Today, my mum and bro said my dad will depart to Hong Kong with his "business partner" Fendi today for some work. I honestly dont really trust this Fendi guy. My dad always mention to me and family that he got some sort of project , I not sure land project or whatever but he said it is big. But Im still worry what if, if that Fendi just trap my dad to do something illegal and cause something bad happen to my dad? Somemore now he wan bring my dad go to Hong Kong. Anything can happen. I start to think so much again. I really hope nothing bad will happen..